Up or Down? Left or right?

I decided today I'm going to accept right now that I am extremly sad. I'm not going to beat myself up because I don't feel happy. Everyone is on the search for happiness and I think that is the right way but isn't also ok to admit that things just don't feel right? I don't know whats up or down or left or right and thats just going to have to do.

Pretending

Ok I admit it, I am pretending to know what I am doing on this blogging thingy!
I do believe it's distracting me from the difficulties in my life and hey thats ok.
Pretty soon I will post things that actually interests anyone reading this but in the mean time PRETENDING is great!