Up or Down? Left or right?

I decided today I'm going to accept right now that I am extremly sad. I'm not going to beat myself up because I don't feel happy. Everyone is on the search for happiness and I think that is the right way but isn't also ok to admit that things just don't feel right? I don't know whats up or down or left or right and thats just going to have to do.

Pretending

Ok I admit it, I am pretending to know what I am doing on this blogging thingy!
I do believe it's distracting me from the difficulties in my life and hey thats ok.
Pretty soon I will post things that actually interests anyone reading this but in the mean time PRETENDING is great!

A new life can begin at 33!

Why not! Who says 33 is too old to begin a new life!
I am a proud single mother of 4 wonderful children. They will be my focus of my everyday hooplah! Today I will begin focusing on the possitive, as little as it may be right now. Christ is and will always be the center of our home. Our goal to enjoy lifes troubled journey until we will meet him again.
Happy blogging! And please don't expect grandure as you read my blogg. I'll just share my life and that is grandure enough!